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Assalamualaikum hi hi hi viwers :)

firstly mmg nak cite tapi hmm lupa dah lol brrrrr. okay changed topic heh.

hmm hidup ni mesti kita terus kan. kita kena move on

kita tak boleh salahkan takdir and sume lah sebab kita dah titentukan oleh

 Allah mana yang terbaik untuk kita sebagai umatnya. 

Tanggungjawab kita sekarang ni kita kene selalu beribadat kepada-Nya. Jangan sesekali

lupa dengan Dia sebab dia yang hidupkan kita. Kita patut bersyukur act sebab kita

dapat melihat dunia daripada yang ibu sedang melahirkan anak tetapi anak dalam kandungan tu tak dapat nak selamatkan sebab? sebab anak yang dalam kandungan tu yang nak.

Kita yang di lahirkan dekat dunia ni sebab atas permintaan kita. Sebelum kita lahir atas bumi ni,

 sebelum kita keluar daripada perut ibu kita, sebenarnya Allah dah tanya dekat kita.

Adakah kita nak di lahirkan di atas muka bumi ini? Itu sebenarnya yang terjadi semasa kita di dalam kandungan ibu kita yang sarat mengandung selama 9 bulan.

Ingat senang? Ingat tak sakit? Ingat semua ni saja je?

hye sume yang berlaku ada sebab tau.

supaya kita boleh jadikan iktibar dan pedoman kepada diri kita sendiri

yang sering lupa dengan Ilahi.

Sekarang zaman moden. Sume nak moden. Sume nak ikut trend. 

Zaman pun sume dah kembali macam zaman jahiliah dulu.

"Ya Allah, adakah ini satu peringatan kepadaku supaya aku berubah dan ingat untuk bertaubat dan ingat ada hari kiamat"

"Ya Allah, aku lalai aku alpa"

Kembali la kamu ke jalan yang lurus wahai semua umat Muhammad :)

whenever comes a time in your life when you have the opportunity to commit

a sin and you refrain due to fear of Allah, at that very moment,

make a doa to Allah and Allah insyaAllah accept your doa at the very moment.

if yoalls heard me that i died

dont cry for me, this wont bring me back on life

just pray for me bc i'll need it badly.

salam, bye x

Penghulu segala hari

 

Alhamdulillah today is friday and last friday for November :)

thanks Allah

yay

salam bye

I'm fine thankyou

Salam hi guess :/

what ways must i start yaaa hm. argh im not strong God pls pls give me a strenght

why all of this been on ma life. okay i know this is test from God yaa i know and i should.

yaaa i deserve for this and all this um.

maybe its is not important things for yoalls but me?

as you know i love him so much. and at least i tried to forget him yaa i tried

and sometimes he always in ma mind. i dont know why and i wont its become.
 i wasn't going to cry but the tears were broke down at last hmm

then like usuall hm i wake up in the morning and alhamdulillah im still breath and stay alive

*praise to Allah

last month before school holiday and de last school argh shit happened been. and its so argh argh i cannot explain but i was argh whatever

long time i didnt have any relay with him and someone have told to ma teachers about me and he

and i haaaaa wtf?! i and him nothing at all la. kenapa dgn korang ni dengki sangat haaaaa?!

pastu kecoh satu bilik guru tu. im so lucky, a few teachers were backup me and sometimes "perli"

deyy sekolah sman tu kecik jelah. if satu cite masuk hmm mmg senang ah tahu

mmg kene carefully act.

and for ur information i and him not so serious bc i do not like like that and i know i still student and being student okayyy i know batas batas. cikgu sume ajar 

mak and abah D: i so so sorry for let you down

aini buat mak abah kecewa sume tu but aini taknak buat mak abah mcm ni hmm

aini mmg careless aini mmg sume lah. aini bukan anak yang baik hmm

but i want to be a good daughter and well being

and i'll change start from now mom dad bc i love you so so much to the moon and stars and to the london and the paris heh. sorry for all this that have make you down, mom dad

and i love you Allah

to you for read this um thanks for everythings okay *him

okay thanks for all of ur every treats to me. i appreciate that and i wont forget that.

and i'll always pray the best only for you.

oh yaaa do your best for spm next year. sorry for everythings too

for you friend haha yaa bff yeh thanks from ma big heart to you

thanks for always sharing story even its were sad happy and so on

yaaaa i enjoy heard your story act hah you know. and best ever

thanks for being listener of me heh. you are the good listener yaaaaa and you lah haha

insyaAllah our friendship never broke down okay.

ukhuwah fillah abadan abada :)

thanks to Allah bc im still alive and still stand up on this world

thanks for the family that i love so much God and i'll take care of them

and all my teachers friends and yoalls okay :)

i love yoalls so much and never stop loving heh

hey aini be strong okay i know you can doi it yay yay. next year PBSMR oh no whts that
hmm do your best. study smart and study hard okay yaw
mak abah doakan aini berjaya dunia dan akhirat tau amin :')

okay stop here. thanks again and again

sorry for leaving this blog so long time and journey ceh hahahah okay

salam bye